Above the current and dragged under.

Why hope for the hopeless?
I'm talking from experience now, quite a bitter one at that lol, and I've noone to blame except myself. It all seems so reasonable and worthwhile at first, why not nurture some hope? especially if it seems justified....
sadly I came to the conclusion that it does no good at all infact it does nothing but lead you to a vertical cliff face and.....while you let it.... continuously throws you off.
There is a difference between false hope and hope, though it seems to me to be a very...very thin line, hence the saying... 'no hope is better than false hope'
I wish i could say i've learned my lesson or at least something from the whole thing.... but tbh i doubt i have, i still have...problems dealing with the situation.
Being fucked around really isnt fun, infact its pretty fucking annoying and selfish verging on pathetic, the only solace i can find would be the hope ( oh irony, you callous fuck) that it was unintentional. The desire to unleash malicious verbal abuse bubbles away.

Anyway on to lighter things....

HAHA right like id start talking about the brighter things in life... of which there are none!

To all of you who can drive already, some of you are retarded witless melondeaded morons. Im currently learning lol stalling onto a mini roundabout causes much amusement not to mention panic.
But christ half of you are impatient... but i do lol @ you when your bumper to bumper with me and i stall at a junction- gg
It's also true what they say about white van drivers isnt it....


Skate 2: pretty good game still has some bugs, it is EA so thats to be expected. The video editing in the games quite lush and arguably one of the most enjoyable aspects of the game, once you complete a decent line getting the camera angles and shots right is just as satisfying as nailing the line your attempting.

DoW 2 (beta): A great strategy game with a few teething problems regard to balance of units and factions, having a blast playing this with friends atm, a definite purchase when it goes gold.

Reading the Watchmen atm, before the film comes out, i must say its not what i expected and really very deep, highly recommended.

bored, rant over.

/opinion