I just thought I should actualy contribute something to the blog again, its been a while.....Just never really had the muse hit me in the face, i consider everything else worthless otherwise, a rather negative way of looking at things... its like doodling and then burning them; when infact if you ever make it as an artist you could sell them for millions and bajillions in the future...not saying that im going to make it as an overopinionated griefer lol but hey.
The last few months in the gaming market had my hopes fairly high, alas all of the games i was looking forward to all ended in dissapointment. standards are high? or quality is low?
abit of both.
Ohhhhhhhhhh its nearly christmas aswell.....*sigh* i really dont like this time of the year, to me its just bullshit i mean why do we need a reason or an excuse to wait till a certain time of the year to give to people, be it love, gifts, drugs or abuse or whatever. Dont get me wrong the concept is genuine but its execution just pisses me off.
Im a very bah hummbug kind of person ( if you didnt get that already from the very few posts ive made then you dont deserve the eyes youve been given or the brain;which you obviously failed to engage)and for some reason this year ive actually gone and spent money on people, now this is very hypocritical but at the same time i did it without expecting anything in return because.... i dont do christmas, ive explained it to people as a coincidence that ive got theses gifts and its christmas.
I think the reason ive done this is, in part, to the fact that i actualy went into shops and just looked around....i dont like town...i dont like people.... and i dont like busy places so you can imagine. and the items ive bought actually struck me as something the recipient would like and, inpart again to the lack of anything in previous years..... plus i can comfortably buy these things.
ironic that the time i choose to do this the economy is teetering.
I'm better than you.
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